Shes To Young To Fat

As you no i went to a friends house. And not to drag.. But i drank. Yeah blahh blahh blah im only 16 i no. That has alot of calories and i looked in the mirror this morning i feel like i put on like 5 pounds. I no its all in my head but still i feeeel like ashamed of myself. I also went to the mall and ate some samples you no of the chicken hahah. Well yeah this week im gonna go to the gym everyday no joke to make myself feel better. and its 12:23 and i havent even ate. I dont even want to. I feel grossed out with myself.

the lowest weight i will ever want is 135 below that is not okay with me and above that it now okay with me either. Its my perefct place.

Another thing im thinking about making a twitter and texting every single thing i eat and its calories on there. Think what will be a good idea to keep track of this diet right? I think i might do it. From time to time get a good idea. Ill be making that sunday and start writing on it monday! I hope you al follow me on that! (:

Now serousily talk to you guys tomorrow! (:

I no i said youll hear from me tomorrow but i have one other thing. Im thinking about for christmas putting the hungry gril books on me list. They have alot of low calorie meals and stuff in there. Im interested. http://www.hungry-girl.com/ check it out guys!

Looks like im not getting to the Gym today or any day this weekend. This diet thing is harder then i thought im going to my friends tonight and there making calzones. What will i eat? Ugh. I cant really blog from my friends house. So ill be back tomorrow. Im going to stick to my diet while im there. And write everything i put into my mouth. I need to drink more water. I only drank 1 bottle today while in school. I need more.

I ate today. A banana for breakfast and A salad and i dont no how many caloires the dressing had. Most of the time i pack my lunch and since my mom works in the school i just get it from her at lunch time but she didint go to work today. So i ate a school lunch. Gross. And i ate a meal bar for 200 calories. It was from balance and it was mint cholcale chip and it was yummy yummy good! (:

See you guys tomorrow.  I dont really no if people read this or if anyone reads it at all. But if i can atleast get one person motivated thats good enough for me. (:

I want to hit the gym tomorrow. More like i need to. Im having my mom drop me off after school No ifs ands or butts i need to work out.

On YouTube I see girls who put up there first weight lose video. And maybee a second then no more. Why do so many fail at diets? This wont be me. I promise myself. It wont be me this time. Im going to keep this up till the summer (:

I need to no this deit is for real. So Im writing about it and also documenting it on youtube. http://www.youtube.com/user/ShesToYoungToFat?feature=mhee Im completey sick of how I look. And Im done talking about it i want to make a change. Starting now. Im 176 pounds and im 5’3. And im sadly only 16 and im a junoir. My senoir pictures are in july and i dont want to be remembered as the fat girl. I want my boyfriend to think im cute and pretty like when he ment me. Only 3 years ago i was a size 3. Now im over a 9 i choose not to jean years anymore and stick to sweats and yagos. I need to lose 45 pounds thats my goal. And i have till the summer to get to my goal about 6 or 7 months. Also then it will be summer. And i wanna take pictues and a bikini like all my friends. Im sick of being the big one in the group. I want to be a size 5 and 131 pounds. Ifs a reach that to me is will feel as if i reached the stars.

*if you like me writing about my weight lose keep reading no im not going to check for spelling im just writing my feelings for me. And leting other people read to if they would like. Dont bitch about my spelling.